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I'm currently having various issues with the online community. I'm frustrated, I'm angry, I'm not sure what to say because I can't trust anyone right now. I always have problems dealing with people. I'm not even sure if I should even be posting this, because part of me thinks all I'll get is people who want to shit on me and no one will do anything about it. Online games are just always full of jerks and the second I try to enter any I get attacked and mocked and harrassed. I'm not looking for sympathy, I don't expect it anymore. Everyone just decides I'm scum and hates me. I'm trying to get better. I'm just trying to enjoy the game. I can't even enjoy being Jason anymore because I'm afraid of people like this. Is it so hard to just treat people with respect? Is it so fucking hard to be nice to people? Why do I always get paired with fucking assholes. I can't even find a group online, cause when I ask for help with achievements all I get is fucking guff from people who treat me like shit just for asking for help. I don't even know if this will help or I'll just get more grief. I'm just so sick and tired and frustrated with myself. I've made no real progress with anything. I thought I was getting better and now this shit has completely wrecked my confidence all over again. It's not fair. I can handle losing, I can't handle people being assholes to me just because they won. I just want to have fun. Why do people have to ruin it?